in fact it's ImPatient, to stress how I don't like being a Patient, doesn't really relate to a character tract Annemontje: I am very sorry to hear that, I was like that for the first two years, having to rest for hours to be able to go to the toilet, cooking vegetables in one piece because I couldn't cut them, oh yes, sounds familiar
I have to thank acupuncture, I was really lucky, even if after the first improvements it took three years in the countryside and a LOT of work for learning to perceive the signs and stop immediately when the body says so. Still now I spend hours everyday in meditation listening to the body, but sometimes still I miss some important communication, apparently
I know well it's not curable, but there are people who have been better with alternative therapies, and I very much discouraged with "western" medicine, having seen many friends (and myself) going from doctor to doctor and getting worse all the time, this is also why I will pass DeMerlier. I am sure he is a great doctor, and I will indeed go talk with Dr Van Meerendonk to have blood tests prescribed and those things that general doctors don't always prescribe to people who "look" healthy, but personally I feel my system is already messed up enough without putting antibiotics into it.
PS together with acupuncture, I did do some really weird diets and treatments to cleanse the bowels for years, so who knows what really helped, De Merlier might be right
but I am sure all spiritualities can be in a sense healing, as long as they help "accept" the situation without suffering too much for the loss.. Acceptance is good for the SNS and immune system, don't you think? well, have a good day you all